The Lamb's Book of Life
As foretold in what you may now think of as the christos book of death, the book formerly known in Christiandom as "the bible", this is the Lamb's book of life.
This is your hope for the future. This is a prayer for a time beyond our own. This is a prayer for the survival of your enemies' children, that the poor sheep of the world regain their humanity and learn to love.
To be a "sheep" is to be The Lamb, The Lamb's life is a metaphor for yours. It's a terrible thing to be made a sheep. You are the lamb, you poor sheep, you are the lamb.
7 years ago I realized that my work to remake civilization according to a divine design of optimal human habitat to bring humanity into harmony with the divine is written of in Revelation (Rev21) and that I was under contract (Rev19:16) to do this, to end the cult of christos, to present this scroll and teach the world to love.
Realizing that this work of mine was not just a moral imperative, which as moral imperatives are cannot be overlooked, but work I'm bound to do under contract made through litigation with the Ancients (Rev5) and that being married to a city that doesn't yet exist (Rev21) aptly describes one of my numerous life crises.
In 2025 I had my life threatened by gunfire three separate occasions. In one of these incidents, the yelling gunman amidst his threats to kill me called me a homeless piece of shit. I have no home, sleep outdoors, hide from the Gestapo and so forth.
I live in a nation that persecutes homeless people, explicit persecution of varying forms and extents, where the hatred is normalized and where the least fortunate of us are imprisoned in concentration camps, die in the cold, and suffer countless other tragedies due to the state of tyranny.
If you don't have enough money in this nation you go to the concentration camps. That's a reality I face every day. People with enough money to avoid this harsh reality very often want to pretend that the tyranny is not this real, pretending that the laws and their enforcement are acceptable.
The signs in this photo are posted in response to a homeless person (me!) trying to survive and avoid the concentration camps, the posting of these signs is an explicit step of persecution.
This is the law and value system that prioritizes the arbitrary whims, the comfort and contempt of the rich, over the very survival of the poor.
"Homelessness" is a spectrum, and when on the less severe end of the homeless spectrum I've lived in unzoned/unpermitted structures in fear that I'd be discovered in violation of local ordinances regarding where a human is allowed to "live"... living in fear of the tyranny of eviction, evictions that often occur in this country where people are paying the rent on good terms with the landlords, not kicked out by the landlords but by the law for "living" there where it's not allowed.
Being forced to pay "market value" prices for shitty "housing commodities" in order to avoid being put in concentration camps is a tyranny so abominable that the "freedom" chanted of in national propaganda is an inexcusable lie. You're free to worship money, you're free to hate people who don't, but these are not actual "freedoms".
No seeds, no soil, no means of production, no freedom.
Being allowed to buy one shitty product or another shitty product fails to qualify as freedom when you don't have the means to make a product which qualifies as "decent."
As a contractor with lots of work to do and no money, homeless due to the tyranny imposed by lack of money, unable to do my work not only due to lack of adequate work accommodations but recurring active persecution, I don't pretend I live in a "free society"; I've spent enough time pondering "should I break into the library to get some work done" to have fully dismissed this notion that this qualifies as a "free society".
A Hill to Die On
A phrase I don't think I ever used before but which I've heard spoken in a couple memorable instances recently is "a hill to die on".
When you're so poor and struggling that you're in this persecuted status of homeless person, you live on this hill. This "hill to die on" is forced upon you, you're on a brutal hill of suffering and society would not only have you die there but might torture you to death like it did to Joshua McLemore and Lashawn Thompson.
Lashawn Thompson and Joshua McLemore, shizophrenic homeless guys, my people, were tortured to death in United States concentration camps (one of them before he even saw a court hearing). The depth of my schizophrenic experience makes me believe I'd not survive the inhumane conditions of our nations concentration camps.
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I've been trying to start a product lab to make some decent tools for living and working in the gardens of paradise as well as a computer and other tools, doing this out of necessity because decent things do not exist in the slave-based capitalist marketplace that we have in this nation.
The things I'm making are in various stages of prototype and barely useable. I can hardly carry the computer into the woods (to find enough peace to be able to successfully put sentences together for this work), it's possible technically but badly impractical.
Too little too late is the tragic theme of everything, not just with my search for the means of production, but .
Children are being killed and starved and traumatized in countless ways by the hateful cruelty and tyranny of my nation.
